Well....

I just got finished reading an excellent series of books. Sure you've heard of 'em. The Twilight Saga. Awsome!!!! The author was able to paint pictures for me with just words alone. It takes a lot to get me engrossed in a book, but this author had what it took. It was almost like I had become a character in the book. I love when that happens. It is my escape from the everyday conundrum of life. (Wow, I used a big word.) Anyways, the story line was able to be compared to a large part of my life in reality. Edward portraying the man I want to be with, and Jacob portraying a couple of men in my life, past and present. If you really know me you know who I am talking about. It really makes sense if you have read the book. I am so jealous of the women who have their Edwards. While I am stuck with my Jacob. I WANT MY EDWARD!!! I just don't know how to go about getting him back. Robyn, my Jacob is Bobby now, and if it would have been 5 years ago my Jacob would have been Bulldog. But my Edward has and always will be Floyd. Does that make sense. I'm crazy I know, and I should probably be committed. Oh well, that's what happens when you are in love with a man who doesn't exist. Talking about the Edward in the book. Well, anywas this is getting to be really sappy and really doesn't mean anything to anyone but me. I am going to get away from this keyboard and see what I can do about getting a few girls to lay down and take a nap. Here it is already 3 pm and they haven't had a nap at all today. Maybe then I can get a little house work done before the girls dad gets home.